What the heck is this

What is it, What is that, What is what
Maybe I might
No I think I
I can’t get out what needs to be said
The brain can be fast or slow
When I’m laying in my bed falling asleep
Heck I can come up with the best poems
But here I am

Standing in front of you
Heck
Standing, standing, standing
Heck
Wishing that I can
Heck why am I doing this
Wishing I can tell you
Heck
Hey wait who are you?

This is kinda awkward
I’m making my stand and yet
I dont know you you are
Maybe I’m standing in sand
The ocean of memory washing away
Because sometimes I cant remember
Who Am I?

Who else here is confused as heck cause I am
What the heck is this
Supposed to be a poem

It’s been too long… I guess I’ll show who I am

Why hello there
A great man has once said
It’s time for me to show myself
I am…
I was…
ok so for a while I was unus annus
But then I switched back to Deku
Those two hold a very special place in my heart
I truly am.
Hold please
watch video

Deku and unus annus are one with me
Hello there

I am Mathew Natividad

This is for unus annus
So I’m on the left of this photo and the one above

Fears

Failure
The future
Being alone
The dark
Being the one awkward guy
Losing friends
Graduation
I fear myself sometimes
Relationships

Looking at this I’m a human too who also has fears. Sorry for not writing an awe inspiring poem, but sometimes we have to write down our list of fears to just sigh at them. Maybe even laugh at them but at the end of the day we’re still scared of them.

Unus annus

Unus annus, unus annus
Those words chanted over and over again
During this year
Time is coming to an end
Memento mori is coming
What a wild ride its been
Bringing life to the worst year ever
Making us laugh, and cry
Now is time to ponder life
We must let you go
We must accept that life goes on
Can’t escape a year
A year is what we wanted and its what we got
No redos or start overs
Enjoy life to every bit
Conquer your fears
Their journey comes to an end
But ours just has begun
Now let’s us face our fears
Death is upon us
Memento mori, Unnus Anus

I’m going to respect the channel, and change my name back to the original name I had.

Lyrics

Time is  an illusion
That helps makes things make sense
So we’re always living in the present tense
It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends

But you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then

Singing will happen happening happen
Will happen happening happened
Will happen happening happen
Will happen again and again
Because you and I will always be back then

If there was some amazing force out side of time
To take us back where we were
And to hang each moment up like PICTURES ON THE WALL
Inside of million tiny frames so we can see it all

It would look like
Will happen happening happen
Will happen happening happen
Will happen happening happen
Will happen again and again

You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
Cause you and I will always be back then
Thats why
You and I will always be best friends

Headache

I’m slamming my head on the wall for this one
Why oh why must this be my prompt
HEADACHES
Oh how you make my head spin
It’s as if my head is the globe and your spinning me
I’m at a loss
What would make a perfect prompt
HEADACHE
I feel like my little brother covering his eyes and running into the door
This sucks
I now have my chance oh this is it
I think I have a tear in my eye
Who’s cutting onions in here
Oh no, oh gosh
I now have a headache

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